who will YOU miss this Christmas?

we all realise that sooner or later the Christmas table will eventually become empty. 

I consider myself lucky that I have had my share of years of joy but this Christmas seems to be more darker, shaded by serious stuff. NOT FUN. my prediction for our Christmas lunch this year would be everything from the late arrival of the turkey, bipolar disease, also ka-ching-less.

A toast to absent friends: Not everyone can be with their loved ones this Christmas

my eldest sister is miles away from home.and i actually missed her.a lot. i always prided myself that we were-are-all still a family despite our family rifts about 4 years ago. i am sure everyone in my family suffered the agony of missing our family being close and all. like the old days. 

i know Christmas is for children. but i still want my fair share of white Christmas baby jesus! 

I have no boyfriend to be home alone with in the first place, so I am in the top position to feel sorry for myself, though the pangs kicked in for several days after the announcement. 

Nothing stays the same, I convinced myself, life moves on. Christmas, too, is a moveable feast. The turkey is ordered and the stockings are filling.decently. i hope.

i should stop internetting before my bipolar streaks kicking in. i can rattle and whine until New Year. HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND BLESSED NEW YEAR. 2012.lets have a smooch.

CAMWHORE SLUT BARES IT ALL!

Bar Rafeali

Candice Swapoenel

there you have it . the Fitspiration for the day. pictures that will keep the girls to be inspired and the guys to be, urrm, entertained.because...im going to give you areal sore for your eyeballs..apparently, there is still junk in the phone.so,brace yourself for camwhoring moments part2.warning: some are old photos.some are new ones.im lazy to arrange it.digesting it would be a pizza situation. IF YOU HAVE PHOTO EPILEPSY, STOP READING RIGHT AWAY.HANDS OFF YOUR GODDAM MOUSE.I HAZ EYEZ. 0 .o

(VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVICE)

Borneo Paradise - doing charity work at that time *pats self  at the back*

Santa Claus is coming,hide the porns!

Sentosa Island

Holy Grail of  Macarons 

i.want.i.ze.ce.

spore

still Spore..

Spore.again.

Bambangan..if you dont know this, well, you ,are not Sabahanlah kan?.

decorated the bamboo tree to fit the Chinese New Year mood 

me trying an outfit. i was slightly chubbier at that time.lol

doing nails with the girls

mine was deep burgundy red

friend's represented the Cold War. Ash Black

god, i so want it right now..

this was spotted when we went to San Fransisco last time

<3

Now you know im a starbucks fan through and through

silly girlfriends

Bubble Tea at San Fransisco!tickles the chineseness in me :)

Goddamit

so, there you have it. 1/8 of my sluttiest moments.there is more photos but i deleted them all as i flag them all as inappropriate for public viewing. very lewd, indecent,irresponsible, act, or ex-boyfriends are included.